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:D ". My dad saw it and he said that she'd better not do anything or she'd get in huge trouble.

Well all was going good, we'd opened our presents that morning, seen our aunt and cousin, gone over to the grandparenets' house and seen more relatives and were on our way home. Alifur wanted to go over to her friend Liz's house so we dropped her off and got home. Not even 20 minutes after we'd gotten home, a sheriff pulls into the driveway with Alifur and Irene (friend). They had been caught smoking behind the local bowling alley and now were going to have to attend a group class about the dangers of smoking or something. But get this: The person(s) who had called in about the two weren't concerned about them smoking, oh no, they hadn't even noticed that. The person had called in because, i kid you not, "There were two girls standing by the entrance of the bowling alley without jackets on and we just thought that they looked cold."

That was the only reason that the cops had been called. Because the two hadn't been wearing their jackets.

So now my dad is super pissed off at my sister. Her punishment? Her laptop got taken away, no cell phone (or phone calls), no internet, no hanging out, no going anywhere (except work), my dad hasn't even talked to her once since before we had dropped her off at her friends house. But basically she's grounded from everything for an indefinate amount of time. Not only that, but we're going to California next Friday for about 10 days so no telling what's gonna happen when we're down there.


Other than my sister unintentionally going through with her joke to ruin christmas, it was a pretty awesome day. I got four movies that I really wanted, four cds that I really wanted, the book that I really wanted, and the parents got Guitar Hero World Tour (with microphone, wireless drums and guitar) for me and my sis :D. Pretty good haul if you ask me *nods*

                                       



So hey to all of you who care about my life :D Haven't been on in QUITE a while. Updates.....

Well I'm officially a Senior in High School, I got my license but don't have a car yet, I'm happier now that I cut a certain person out of my life, I'm happier now that I'm able to hang out with my real friends, I quit my job at the local restaurant and am gonna apply at the caribou after I get back from Cailfornia,  and I'm onlCy failing one of my classes :D

lol College Prep Writing is a bitch D:< ....But I probably shouldn't have waited till the day before my research paper was due to actually START it... hehe... but I think my teacher was just happy that I was at least turning something in.

This drawing is a little old, but it's still one of my favorites cos it's really good :D in my opinion at least. Again, to see all of my art, you can go to my Sheezy art (http://www.pale.immortal.sheezyart.com) or Deviant Art (http://www.Nazdia.deviantart.com)

*dances*

the bad news? I have to spend time with my bro and his wife for a day, then when my bro ships off, i have to spend the rest of the week with JUST my sister in law cos the kids will be in school


the good news? First time on a plane; first time to the west coast; might be able to vist marta : D ; get to skip school for a week ^^

will probably be nothing cause i don't expect any one to remember it and i don't think i'll be having a party any more and i've been getting in fights with my sister and friends, all people i wanted to invite, but now i don't want to be in the same room as her and my best friend would rather hang out with my sister and her friends or invite them with when we hang out, rather than just hang out with me and it's pissing me off cause my life is really shitty right now and i wish i had different friends and no sister at all and i really hate life right now you have no idea how badly i want to run away and just leave all the people i know here and try and start over. but i won't cause i'm a coward like that and i actually think i have depression and i'm kinda suicidal but i don't know and i don't really care cause i just want to curl up into a ball and go to sleep and be forgotten about cause my life sucks and it sucks to be me

I got another blog that I'm gonna try and update there and here more often

First I'm gonna say that I need to get some stuff straightened out in my life right now. Like getting fired (haven't told my parent's yet ^^; ), studying for my permit test, getting ready for Anime Detour, getting my homework done (on time ^^; ) and most importantly of all, Looking for a college.

That's right, I graduate next year. I need to figure out how I'm gonna afford it, What I'm gonna be majoring in, Where to go/how to get there and stuff like that. To be honest, I haven't really even thought about college at all. I kinda want to stay close to home, but I don't want to be surrounded by people who I've been with the last 7 years and I don't want to be completely surrounded by strangers. I've been thinking about maybe the U of M D, but I'm not sure. I kinda want to go to the U of Alaska, if they have one lol. I've always wanted to go to Alaska. I wouldn't mind going somewhere in California or Montana or Arizona either. But I'm not sure.

And something else that surprised me was the other day my 'brother' found me on myspace and sent a friend request. Which I accepted at first, just to look at his profile because it was private. But then I realized it was just a bunch of pictures of him and his friends drinking. And I remembered how much I hated him. So needless to say I deleted him off my friends list and changed my name to 'Blankety Blank' so he wouldn't be able to find my profile again and tell my parents lol Hopefully he won't remember my profile name or url xD Hopefully it works d^__^b

So what's going on in your guys' life?

yea, so today i started drivers ed. i didn't think there would be anyone i liked, since i'm a junior and mainly freshman and sophmores take it. I thought I was gonna have to sit with this girl, Betsy, who's a little....well, she get's annoying really easily. She asks all these questions that would never happen and that NO ONE would ever think about. But then I see Kellie H. walking in and i think to myself OMG, I've been saved. Me and Kellie have known each other since like...the sixth grade. She was there for me when i had no friends, cause I was new to the public school system that year (had gone to a private catholic school since pre-k ) and we haven't been that close since about...9th grade. But today we were like, best friends again. So yea, we get these...breaks that they're not sposed to call breaks. And we like, raided the vending machine. It was so fun. So tomorrow we're bringing a bunch of food and stuff. I'm bringing cheese popcorn and stuff and it's gonna be fun. That is, unless the stupid under-classmen stop fuckin talking and have the guy  put us in a seating arrangement.

But yea, it was fun. And then for our second break Corry decided to sprint down to Freedom and get pringles and a mountain dew. Freedom is like, two blocks away and it really wasn't worth it, but he made it back in time.

For homework I have some math and an American Government and that's it. I have a field trip to the Science Museum on Wednesday. It'll be fun. We're gonna go see the Pompe exhibit and Ancient Greece. I really wanted to see that exhibit. Can't wait.

so yea, i gotta remember to bring stuff for tomorrow. yea..

School starts on the 4th.
exciting stuff.
not really.
but i can't believe i'm a junior this year
creepy

And I got my schedule for school today.
hoo rah.
1. Tech Alg 3 -sucks at math-
2. American Gov't -that early in the morning? oh god-
3. Clay 1 -happy- -c lunch hopefully-
4. Earth and Space -childs...*dies inside*-

And we had to fucking sign up for lockers this year.
That's so frickin messed up.

But in other news...
I'm applying for a job at Kohls.
yay money.
And if we stop, chuck and don's.
pet store + money = happy

Other than that...
guitar hero frickin rocks my socks.
it's amazing.
yes it it.
i went from easy to medium in one day. -acts all cool-
you know, once you get past the hand-eye-coordination thing, it's pretty fun.

Well, yesterday was the seniors last day. And the new principle got rid of senior skip day, so now today is 'Senior Appreciation Day', this ought to be a blast. So Liz and Stephanie are gone, and next year all of my other friends are gonna be gone, since I have more friends who are upper-classman. I really hope that next year doesn't go by as fast as this one did. But as a Jr., I'll finally be an actual upper-classman, which means that I get to sit on the other side of the gym for pep-fests and stuff. 

Well, this has been a loverly first journal, wouldn't you say? I just love my journal title too.

-Amber